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California Honey EP

by Ruby Sparks

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1.
Realization 03:37
I refuse to live a life in ignorance of all that you don't see If only fear could make us curious maybe we’d have more empathy And oh the whispers turn to shouts It’s time for you to listen to the kids before the world burns down This is the realization  And I’m so tired of waiting  While you all sit around I guess we’ll figure it out I guess we’ll figure it out It doesn’t have to be like this, yeah don’t we live in a democracy? To be so numb to violence every day what a country that we lead And oh Jesus would be proud To love your neighbor as yourself until they ask to use different pronouns This is the realization  And I’m so tired of waiting  While you all sit around I guess we’ll figure it out I guess we’ll figure it out This is the realization To be part of a solution Just wish I knew how I hope we figure it out I hope we figure it out Why can’t we figure it out? Is it really that hard to care about us Will you need dollars to count When you watch our world while it turns to dust? Why can’t we figure it out? (Is it really that hard to realize) Is it really that hard to care about us (Is it really that hard just to be kind) Will you need dollars to count (Is it really that hard to empathize) When you watch our world while it turns to dust? (Is it really that hard, is it really that hard?) Why can’t we figure it out? (Is it really that hard to realize) Is it really that hard to care about us (Is it really that hard just to be kind) Will you need dollars to count (Is it really that hard to empathize) When you watch our world while it turns to dust? (Is it really that hard, is it really that hard?) Why can’t we figure it out? (Is it really that hard to realize) Is it really that hard to care about us (Is it really that hard just to be kind) Will you need dollars to count (Is it really that hard to empathize) When you watch our world while it turns to dust? (Is it really that hard, is it really that hard?) Why can’t we figure it out? (Is it really that hard to realize) Is it really that hard to care about us (Is it really that hard just to be kind) Will you need dollars to count (Is it really that hard to empathize) When you watch our world while it turns to dust? (Is it really that hard, is it really that hard?)
2.
I’ve been in so much pain I try to dance it away Yeah, turn some Kacey or some Sufjan on so I can turn off again It’s getting harder to see Just what you’re doing to me I can’t tell if this is love or abuse, but it’s all starting to feel the same I’ll internalize it, when everything has been going wrong (Internalize) You can get away with anything cause I’d rather be with you than alone (Rather be with you) But when I’m gone (When I’m gone oh no) You won’t know what to do (Won’t know what to do) You’ll just internalize it, and maybe you’ll feel something new Something new They don’t want to hear me talk about this All my feelings have worn thin When all these powerful men have more money than emotions It’s no wonder we’re in the state that we’re in And I know I’m not alone in feeling like we’re fucked I just know there’s not a lot we can do I guess I’ll change myself before it’s too late Before I end up just like you (End up just like you) And just internalize it, when everything has been going wrong (Internalize) You can get away with anything cause I’d rather be with you than alone (Rather be with you) But when I’m gone (When I’m gone oh no) You won’t know what to do (Won’t know what to do) You’ll just internalize it, and maybe you’ll feel something new
3.
High & Dry 03:12
I’m stuck in Los Angeles and I’m staring at the sky Our dreams frozen indefinitely the world has gone awry  And I’d do almost anything just to make me feel alive But there seems to be no hope out there it seems all signs of life are leaving us   High, high and dry I’ve got no reason to believe that everything will be alright You're leaving us high, high and dry It’s the end of the world as we know it and I wish that I felt fine They try to divide us based on ideology Separate us by race and class, tell us we’re equal, tell us we’re free Yet we’re all born on stolen land, where billionaires profit off a pandemic Will those economics trickle down I guess we’ll wait and see? Why do I feel…   High, high and dry I’ve got no reason to believe that everything will alright I’m feeling so high, high and dry It’s the end of the world as we know it and I wish that I felt…   Over and over and over again  I keep getting used to the pain that I’m in And I’m getting tired of doing nothing  while the people up top still continue to win They’ll say smile and nod while you stare at the floor While your presidents wage these nonsensical wars Over oil and ego, thousands left dead Yeah I’m tired of eating this bullshit I’m fed
4.
Haven’t felt happy in days It’s been so long since something good has come my way But it’s so easy for me to hide than to do anything Yeah This may be who I am right now Wish I could guarantee that someday I’ll be someone else How do I escape this bubble that defines myself? And I’ve got so much I can’t figure out Are these things I’m doing to myself alright? Stubbornly trapped in my doubts instead of asking for help It seems that that’s the way I feel tonight It seems that that’s the way I feel tonight Oh yeah
 I guess its time for a change Rather than beat myself up til feels it’s normal then do it again I’m over chasing perfection I’m over everything Yeah And I’ve got so much I can’t figure out Are these things I’m doing to myself alright? Stubbornly trapped in my doubts instead of asking for help It seems that that’s the way I feel tonight I sit around getting nothing but older I can’t live with this chip on my shoulder How can I expect this world to change for me If I can’t change myself, why should I expect anything? I’m not myself I’m out of my mind I’ve gotten so far yet feel I’m falling behind Am I growing up, finally? It’s okay not to know, so I guess I’ll just be I’m not myself I’m out of my mind I’ve gotten so far yet feel I’m falling behind But I’m growing up, finally I’ll find a place in this world someday where I can feel free I’m growing up, finally I’ll find a place in this world where I can be
5.
We can take over the world together, all we gotta do is try Yeah we’ve started with odds stacked up against us, but I promise I won’t give up tonight Yeah we can’t choose where we come from, together we’ll discover the truth I know this world ain’t getting any better, but I guess I can get better for you You’re like California Honey, in my hot tea and you’re getting all over me Yeah life can get a little messy I’m tired of guessing when the answer’s right in front of me Yeah you, yeah you let me break the rules You’re my California Honey tonight Yeah it’s true yeah we have nothing to lose  You're my California Honey, California Honey tonight   We can redefine the world together, once we open up our eyes There’s no rush to get it right the first time, but we can’t get it right if we don’t try Yeah I know it feels strange to be vulnerable, aren’t you tired of hiding your feelings inside? But liberation’s around the corner for you waiting while rest of the world makes up its mind   You’re like California Honey, in my hot tea and you’re getting all over me Yeah life can get a little messy I’m tired of guessing when the answer’s right in front of me Yeah you, yeah you let me break the rules You’re my California Honey tonight Yeah it’s true yeah we have nothing to lose  You're my California Honey, California Honey tonight Oh god, I’ve got so much on my mind, and I’ve only got so much time here There’s too much pressure in this life And they’ll try to convince you to keep on living in fear But I took a sip of “normal” I can tell you it’s a lie  They’ve been begging you to swallow for years There’s no clear answer, but I’ll guarantee I’ll try I’ll keep on growing til the day I die And I’ll die for you I’ll die for you You’re like California Honey, in my hot tea and you’re getting all over me Yeah life can get a little messy I’m tired of guessing when the answer’s right in front of me Yeah you, yeah you let me break the rules You’re my California Honey tonight Yeah it’s true yeah we have nothing to lose  You're my California Honey, California Honey tonight

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released May 20, 2022

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